Sunday, 20 May 2007

found

Just to let you know that if you were about to contribute to my charity so I can get a new camera, don't cause it has turned up!! YAY!!! (a friend had walked off with it.....)

Saturday, 19 May 2007

photos

Well I can't work out how to get photos onto the bolg, so have put an album on www.ofoto.com
If you are a member just log in and the album is called, Kats progress and recover from Leukaemia. I shall put a link on here, and hopefully it will work....
http://www.kodakgallery.com/BrowsePhotos.jsp?&collid=357720352105.
327925160505.1179577224200&page=1&sort_order=0&navfolderid=0&folderid=0&ownerid=0

I don't know if that will work, you might have to become a member and then search.....sorry, not very helpful!!!

A few of the pics are from Thursday and the races and the evening out...

XXX

Fun and Frolics in the Burg so far...

Dear All,

Well what to say?? As you have seen from my little post on Thursday I have had a check up. I was quite surprised at how my white cell count had risen quite so much in the space of 3 weeks to a month. I suppose it shows that the Gelvec was working although it made my life miserable and rather hellish. For those of you who haven't seen my little post from the other day, my white count is up from 10 at the Hammersmith check-up to 59. Due to this and that my platelet count has only dropped from 700 to 617, my dosage of hydroxycarbamide (it just kills off cells, was on it when I was in the hospital and the first couple of weeks I was out) has been put up from one mg to one and a half, or from two pills to three a day...I'm nay bothered on these drugs as they don't affect how I feel.

On a slightly rantish note, I'm not a big fan of my Edinburgh consultant as she has not written what would be helpful on my disabliity living allowence form, grrr grrr grrr which means they'll prob say no, and then I will have to appeal etc etc which is a REAL arse as I'm not working over the summer for obvious reasons and was hoping that I would be getting this by then, and it would be my income...stupid bloody medics...and she was the one who was like Glevec is soooooooooooo amazing, you'll lead a normal life and it won't affect you and it's amazing and wonderful and brilliant etc etc etc big fat bollocks it was!!!! Anyways.....so if any of you want to contribute to the Kat/Katie/Katherine (however you know me!!!) is seriously poor and won't be able to do anything over the summer due to having no money charity........

On the plus side I won't be on any chemo til at least the first week of June, WOO which means 2 more pain free fun weeks!!! On that note, you shall be pleased to hear that I have been having a nice busy social life since coming back to the burg, and as I'm no longer on my old buddies called dyhdracodine, so I can.....wait for it......drink, woo!! Hmmmm, I think I might have mentioned this in the post I did when I got back here. My drinking started again, the day before coming back up here, and well in true Kat/Katie/Katherine Ruane stylee, I didn't start drinking again slowly by having maybe a glass or two of wine with a meal etc, oh no, I jumped into a vat of it from the word go. I have not been quite so drunk as that Sunday though,(or dying so much that follwoing morning...wandering round the house packing chanting in my head 'don't be sick, don't be sick, don't be sick'!!!!!!) but I think that may have had something to do with a bottle and half to two bottles of wine and 2 shots of sambuca on an empty stomache...........need I say more?!?!?!?! I am very proud of my self that on Thursday I not only managed to be up a good hour and a half before my appointment, ok, so that does admittedly mean that I was up at 9.15, but I had a friend staying and we didn't go to bed til about 2, and the night before a fairly similar story for going to bed, and was up at 9.30 on wed, so little me who needs her sleep did not get enough, anyways back to the point, which was...ummm......oh yeah, was up with less sleep than ideal, had all my blood drained from my body, and NO that is NOT an exaggeration (ummm...la la la...I might have just seen a flying pig....!!!) went to races and had a great time, got home, cup of tea, get changed and go back out. The amount of alcohol consumed shall remain a secret (3 big glasses of wine at the races, 3 or 4 glasses at a friends before going out, a champagne coctail and another with tequila and vodka I think in a bar....then go to the club and have 5 shots etc etc etc) AND I could still walk and talk!!!! I also discovered to my delight that they do bottles of cider woo!!! I luuuuuuurve cider! Except people thought I was drinking an alcopop...AS IF!!!!! They are rank!!! But my lovely little bottle of Strongbow (drunk with a straw, yes I am that classy, did you not know that to my fathers horror I also rather like vodka and lemonade........) made me VERY happy. I don't believe in half pints, and if I had had a pint I think I would have been on the floor!! So had a really good evening seeing loads of people I haven't seen in ages. The only arse was that some (excuse my language) fucking wanker took my camera....sob, moan, wail, beating of my breast!!! (So once again, if any one wants to contribute to the above mentioned charity, I can buy another one!!!) But the slight silver lining to a huge black cloud is that I nearly lost my signet ring,...someone might have spilt their shot all over my hand....and to be honest I would rather lose my camera than my ring! So umm yes, Thursday was a very fun if not just a little bit alcoholic day! Oooh, also had I bet at the races (we went to them in Perth) I would have won cause my horse (well obviously not mine.....) won the
race it was in. But as I have said many a time, betting and alcoholism run in my family and I embrace one and not the other!!!!

What else, hmmmm, my darling flatty has gone to France with her man for 10 days, so I am home alone in the flat til I go home...sob sob sob, but worry not, I will be ok!!! Why did I say that, not sure, maybe it's cause I was remembering that I was toying with going out again last night, but remembered I only had 5 and a half hours sleep the night before and I'm ill...not the cancer,...I have a bit of a sniffly cold, sob sob sob, actually I think it's developing into a BEAUTIFUL sinus infection...thought I'd share!! And that I promised Iona I'd stay up with her til she left (at 3am) so thought should prob stay in, and I'm going out tonight, so probably would have died, or at least had liver complaint!!!

Oh, the drug got approved that went up infront of the board last week, can't remember if I've said that or not...will get it when I go home when I go for a check up at the Hammersmith. Am also having a blood test when I go home at the local surgery before i go to the Hammersmith as I think they want to keep an eye on the old cell count, so will do my best to get the results on this, but as you all know, the internet at home is gay and I can't, or at least, I couldn't log in at home, might be able to now....

Don't know what else, was on a roll, but it has fizzled away.....
Ooooh, everyone LOVES my new hair, (really need to work out how to put pics on this thing) and have been said I look chic and sophisticated, woo, get in!!!! Moi, sophisticated!!!! (well sober me anyways!!)

Well I think I shall leave this one there for the moment, if I remember anything I shall post it later. Hope alls well with eveyone....

Love, laughter and smiles as always,
XXXXXXXXXXX

Thursday, 17 May 2007

more tomorrow

Just a quick note as am just back from the races, and am off out, but thought I'd quickly wack my cell counts from todays check up down, as some of you may be check this today to see....
White cell count 59 (cause all the glevec has now worked it's way out of my system)
Platelets 617 (down from 700).

Hope alls groovy with you all...
XXX

Tuesday, 8 May 2007

And she's back in the Burg!!!

Weeel, I'm now back in the burg for 3 weeks to have fun and play with my buddies. I also discovered at the weekend that my alcohol tolerance is back up, woo!! Don't ask how much I had to drink cause I can't remember, but I do believe it was the 2 shots of sambuca that finished me off....felt rather ill the next morning, oh and that was also the morning that I had to sit in the car for 6 hours, oh and I also got home at 8.30 AM and hadn't packed....

So umm yes....

Saw the Dean of Under Graduates today and it was all very helpful. Basically I'm going to finish my 3rd year next year, and probably leave after that, even though I will only have a general degree, but I will also have the option to stay and do my final 4th (well 5th) year if I feel like it.....but I dunno, 5 years of uni, that's a long time, and another year of debt....

OOH on the plus side of getting back yesterday and opening my post, I discovered that I had been sent a disabled parking badge, WOO!!!! Free parking for the next 3 years!!!!!!!!!!!! Joy joy joy!!!!

What else, check up next Thurs, so watch this space for health update, I still feel wonderful off the drugs, lets hope this continues when I'm back on drugs!!

I've only hasd 2 cups of tea so far today and my body is complaining, so off I go to boil the kettle, and munch on some pineapple, oh have been doing a lot of raw food, and actually I'm enjoying it!! I'm still drinking tea, so that's ok, and I feel very energised of fruit, salad and lots of nuts, and the occasional chunk of cheese!!!

Right, off I toddle, not much to say, but thought I'd write a word or two, as I can log in to this at uni, woo!!

Lots of love, smiles and laughter!
XXXXXXX